Dear Guiseppe

How are you feeling? In your short span of being here for eight months you have done the most! You have had maybe you heart broken once, possible broken a heart, survived being extremely poor, moved twice, and still maintain living in this city. Someone should buy you a drink sometime I think. Anyways so I was thinking and wondering what your next step will be? What do you want to accomplish next?

I really think you should start focusing on getting things around you that will ease your stress more often. You should maybe try to get your room together or definitely work out a little more. Find some new books and treat yourself to a meal or two during the week. Cook something for god's sake that always helps you to relax. I want to see you establish some happiness and keep it going so that all your blessing ( if any haha) will be received without hesitation.

What are our plans for the week? If you need anything let me know!

Always Yours,
Future

Dear Guiseppe...

How are you today? I hope everything is good and your staying in your positive place. But I really need to talk to you... immediately!

What is wrong with you? You need to understand what you have to offer to someone and stop with this second guessing bullshit. You already know what you want in a relationship and you've researched enough to write and thesis on the subject. So why are you so crazy when it comes to matters of the heart? You are really worrying me and I want to try and understand the things you do but you need to stop what your doing. Like right now! I need to you go to a mirror and look at it for a few minutes. I don't mean look at yourself I mean look at the mirror. You need to see the whole picture and focus on what  should matter most to you. Your surroundings and your well being not who you are with.

So my last question to you is more of a challenge. Can you meet someone new this week? I dare you to go and just be social don't think and don't stress. If you can do this I'll reward you with some ice cream and cable for your tv!  Make me proud!

Always yours,
Self & Love

Preface

I got the idea from a book I once read where the author posed questions to the reader. These questions were made to either push the reader into growing as a person or adjust their perception of the situation. So I'm gonna do the same but the reader will be me and the question will be from me too. So an open dialogue with myself will help clear up any misconceptions I have with myself and push me forward to a new life. Or shift me into a different direction that will either way help me to become an almost young man.

So I will write four different letters for the four different areas I need to figure out. Love ( Heart ), Career          ( Stomach ), Self ( Skin ), and Future ( Brain ). I will do my best to answer to the best of my ability and honestly because that's the only way to figure this out. Some of the answers might conflict with each other and some might compliment. Well First up might as well me Self.